Well its Friday again

I found out today why the guy in work flung himself in front of a train. Its an awful story and really upsetting and I'm not going to publish it. At the moment its all hearsay anyway.

Not long after I found out the story behind it all Bellend invited me up to his office for some bang bang. Of course I toddled right up there cos I can never say "no" to him.

Straight after the bang bang I burst into huge big tears. We had literally just finished and I was sorting myself out when they started. I sat down on a chair and hid my face behind my hair for what felt like ages. He had gone round behind his desk to switch off his laptop and pack up and I was sittin in the chair facing him. I tried for ages to keep the tears in but there was no way they were staying in. Eventually I lifted my head but covered my face with my hands and told him I was crying. He's told me in the past that he doesnt like "greetin women", I think he's scared of them, so I was so scared to admit what was happening. As soon as I told him he leapt towards me but I told him I was fine and tried to laugh it off. His face was a picture! He gave me some hankies and a glass of water and I told him again I was fine. By this time I'd managed to stop and was laughing it off. I think he was a bit terrified tho. I felt awful for him, he's such a grrrr man hahaha.

I dont know what on earth made me cry. This week has been a bit wild, I've been getting myself awful worked up about things all week. He takes it all in his stride but then I guess its easier for him. I think the guy in work thing affected me too.

Gads I dunno. Maybe I'm due.

Anyway its all over now. Feeling knackered. And got lovely lovely Friends on t'telly.

Oh my fire came. I do indeed heart it.